Stuck in a World that Isn't your Own

Mom and Papa Told Me Son You Better Earn Some Money

This is what I feel likeToday I started my new job bussing tables. 8 fucking hours later I am so ready to party serious. I've decided the world sucks and I don't want a normal job when i grow up. What do people see in having an office desk job? In dealing with people in general for that matter? i want to be a rock star so I don't have grow up. Or better yet, an artist so you can be stoned all the time and act crazy and people will just say "Well she's an atrist so what do you expect?" Ahh sorry for the bitching hope your Saturday was better than mine

ps: oh yea did I mention I have to go in for another six hours tomroro? Ah my brain is so fried I can't even spell right

YAY!!

So exciting! I was given an award by Pretty Neons. Thanks!

Someone Like You

Suvi Koponen by Dusan Relijin

Had some fun with a polaroid camera the other day with cousin and baby sis

Ah, But there are 364 Unbirthdays

White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane

One pill makes you larger

And one pill makes you small

And the ones that mother gives you don't do anything at all

Go ask Alice when she's ten feet tall

And if you go chasing rabbits and you know you're going to fall

Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar has given you the call

Call Alice when she was just small when men on the chessboard

Get up and tell you where to go and you've just had some kind of mushroom

And your mind is moving slow

Go ask Alice I think she'll know

When logic and proportion have fallen sloppy dead

And the White Knight is talking backwards

And the Red Queen's "off with her head!

"Remember what the dormouse said;"Keep YOUR HEAD"

So i never realized White Rabbit is about Alice in Wonderland I know duh right? Love this editorial. My fave is the second one. Kinda Narniaish? I wish I had a whole other world in my closet, where I had Balmain's entire line at my disposal a girl can dream right?

*****PS Happy Birthday Courtney Love!!

Right Now It's Time to...

KICK OUT THE JAMS MOTHERFUCKERS(I thought the MC5 was appropriate Independance Day no?)

I go through obsessive phases a lot. When I was younger I was in LOVE with Elvis. I used to go around singing Hound Dog (or so my very amused mother tells me). I pretty much thought I was Elvis. I actually remember asking my mom if she would let me wear a jumpsuit and glue little sequins on it. Then I wanted to be MK and Ashley (this was during their olsen and olsen detective agency era)......(past a couple embarrasing obsessions)..... Up til last year when I went through my Anti-everything phase. It all started when I read Please Kill Me(which is probably one of the best books ever) and started hating everything that made me look normal. I didn't listen to the radio or watch t.v. I only listened to 60s 70s NY punk with the exception of The Stooges and MC5 and a little bit of U.K.(Vibrators, U.K. Subs, Clash, etc), thus starting my Iggy Pop obsession. I thought he was God. I could probably write a book about him with everything I know. I still think he is the best performer I've ever seen (and I know from first hand experience, I saw the Stooges last year, another rant in itself including crowdsurfing, almost breaking my nose). I really wanted to be him. I wanted to be a Iggy Pop Joey Ramone Stiv Bators Wendy O Williams all wrapped up into one. My new obsession is Andrew Vanwyngarden and MGMT. I would totally wear anything he owns. It's kinda my new drive to wear anything I think he would, attracting strange looks from ultra-conservatives. But someone please tell me he does not look amazing?

Sorry for the novel I just wrote! Enjoy 4th of July!

Well, They'll Stone You and Say that It's the End

Dunno why, this picture seems to fit right with Rainy Day Women 12&35